Am I to blame?

Why is it that most people that become my friends don't stay that way? And why is it that I'm always the one to end the friendship, when it's always the other persons fault? Does it make it my fault? Because I don't want to put up with the shit that people give me? I don't like people that treat me like shit so I end it. Is it my fault? I like people who like to hang out with me sober so I end it with those who don't. Is it my fault? I don't lim ending friendships, but when I end them, I don't think they're friendships anymore. I'm not gonna put up with shit.

From the shadows crawls a missed man.

Hello reader,
I am sorry that it has many a moon since I have writen you. I feel that I should recap you on my summer, but won't due to lazyness. But I will let you know that am happy. I am also finding new friends, and am currently keen on someone.

i want these CD's, buy me them.

hello there. these are some CD's i want(no order). you should bye them for me.

1.The Aquabats!-Return of The Aquabats
2.The Aquabats!-Fury of The Aquabats
3.The Aquabats!-Yo! Check Out This Ride!
4.Miley Cyrus-Breakout
5.Oingo Boingo-Nothing to Fear
6.Oingo Boingo-Dead Man's Party
7.Motion Picture Soundtrack-Sweeney Todd
8.Phenomenauts-For All Mankind
9.Phenomenauts-Mission Transmission

Loneliness

loneliness.
loneliness is a weird thing. not the same as being alone. it's more like feeling alone, even if there's lots of people, you can still feel alone. sometimes it's the persons fault, but others, it's the fault of the people surrounding. sometimes they can be so inconsiderate that they treat the person as if they don't exist, hanging out with them, but ditching them the second something "better" comes up, and just leaving them behind. and now with iPods and texting, people assume that the people they abandon are not alone. yes they have things to do, but they are still lonely.i think that people are the most selfish and inconsiderate beings in the world. especially this generation.
loneliness.

Rant #2

i hate it when you go to someones house, where both families are friends, and you're hanging out with someone, then they decide to go do something, like see fireworks or go get food or do something. and they go without even considering the fact that maybe you would like to go, considering you were, in fact, hanging out with them and have nothing to do once they leave. even as they leave they see you and don't even question why you are not going, they just don't give a shit it seems. they don't even think of the fact that i might have feelings and would like to have gone with them to see fireworks on the fricken 4th of july. but hey, who gives a crap about me? why should they invite someone who loves fireworks. someone who is a friend(but now questions it)? it's people like this that make me glad i have an iPod to isolate myself. they just push it along faster.

people should learn to care.

Favorite Quotes

"Shut up! I'm trying to yell at my wife!" - Andy Quiles
"You're only here 'cause you're hot." - Andy Quiles
"Why don't you just name him Dorkamatron? - Andy Quiles
"Now who has a small brain?" - Matt Ellison
"That's just an expression, I don't have a heart." - Dominique Calvio
"I want to be a black man." - Samuel Campbell (spelled right?)
"If he kills me, i'm gonna kick your butt." - Matt Ellison
"Where do you go? Stupid School?" - Andy Quiles
"It's like raindrops, but it burns you." - Matt Ellison
"What, do you have a kitchen in your pants?" - Matt Ellison
"There are three phrases that make me want to punch someone. That was one of them." - Matt Ellison
"Does it smell like London?" - Bella
"i didn't even go in the closet, i flushed my toilett and now i'm here." - Matt
"Kyle: like a boy, only better" - Josh Burns
"Do clothes have to do with heaven?" - tallis
"This is my hand, in your face!!" - andy
"My face decided to stop working" - miles
"Did you just lick my forehead. " - ???
"I just peed 2 drops."- Jeff Geesey
"Get some grown up pants and bleed." - Jeremie Peters
"That'd be the gayest super hero ever. A rich guy that talks to fish" - Matt Ellison
"I think he hated me so much he considered me a man." - Bella
"It's new Mexico, why did we need another Mexico?" - Josh Burns
"If the sandwich hadn't been there you would have spit in my mouth." - Josh Burns
"I like to get high school students drunk. That's what I do." - Josh Burns
"You poop lies" - Bella
"I have natural gas" - Andy Quiles
"If you feel you need to make out, please do it with us." - Jeff Geesey
"Hey, it's not my fault I'm gorgeous." - Matt Ellison
"I'd hate to make you sign a waver after you're dead." - Matt Ellison
"Hey! We farted. There's our language." -Mr. Hong
"Put your legs together. You'll get pregnant and die" - Sarah
"I was at lunch with an 87 year old Irish priest" - Penny
"Swimmer? I can tell by his body." - Sean Pugmire

Today I Woke Up On The Twenty-Sixth Of June.

hello all,
sorry i havent talked to you in a while, i havent been onn my computer for a while due to the horrid weather. so today was my third day of summer school. it's five hours oh history, but it's not that bad. lots of free time. today i took a thirty minute nap. and i did'nt muis any work. what's cool is that he'll give us like a page of notes, then give us 20 minutes of chill time, and then some bookwork. and we are allowed to use our iPods or any offbrand mp3 playing devices during the time we do our work.
so i'm on my computer today and i decide to write again. my goal is to write at least once a day if not more.
so yesterday, after school, i went to my friend Elliot's house. to help him make a christal skull. he made it out of clay and than we cast the mold of alginate. then tried to cast the skull out of a clear resine, but that fasiled. but we still have the mold.
yesterday i drew some pictures. i'll post them later. in this entry.
bye bye for now.